Blinded by My Pain

I'm not gonna lie, I am not in my right mind. I hope this makes sense...

All I can see is my pain, and my passion. My passion is great enough to distract me from my pain. Yet, my passion is to blame for the source of my pain. 

So unfortunate. 

As my light shines brighter, my heart is stabbed deeper.

When does something become not worth fighting for? When does one give up? Maybe, if I try a little longer, something will change. Or maybe the time after that. 

I've given up before. When it doesn't change. 

How can there be no growth or transformation? Evolution of any kind? That's when I see the cover up. Something is not right. Bring on all the performances you can put on, you can only cover up something for so long before it springs up again. Continue to point all the fingers at me. The lack of responsibility becomes transparent. 

Wanna tell on yourself? Tell a lie. 

I believe that all things come to light in due time; when you know what to look for, it can be much sooner than later. No matter what it is: relationships, work, associations, religion... encounter a lie, dig it up, and you'll find it. What exactly? Depends on the lie. Relationships, it may possibly be insecurities, or selfishness. Religion, it may be motivations for control or power... 

Lying is a symptom. Follow it, and you'll find the disease.

Identify the disease, discover the solution.

My passion provoked the source of my pain. My pain now becomes the strength behind my passion.